Yes

 I'm still a virgin.  I'm not ashamed.

So freaking frustrating

 My mother is so freaking annoying. She always right... Not. She is overly dramatic. I just want to scream at her what I really think of her.  But being me the silent fucked up middle child it's expected to be the calm one.  Even though I wish I could be really honest with her and just leave by myself and be independent.  But she really fucked with my head. More issues with my mother is that a simple explanation for a situation that occurs she wants the reason to be hers. Like all people in the world even her own children are wrong and need correcting. She is a major head case.  That has messed up all of her children.

Ok, so I havent posted in a long time. But that's because nothing new has happened. I am still completely 100% a virgin. There I said it I am now a 29 year old virgin. Yeah I know I way too old to be one but hey I can't help that I haven't been interested in a guy. I mean look what's out there. Idiots all, Men. Later.

Wow. SO far from the books I've read sex is awesome. I wonder if it so in real life.

I am going to also use this blog as therapy. It will help me out.

I wonder how do we human beings describe a truly successful relationship? On that lasts a lifetime or one that lasts a couple of years? What exactly makes a relationship successful? I'd like to know? Or is the whole thing a illusion that we feed ourselves?

I Am Still a virgin. Nothing is still wrong with that. I am also a bit bored. But I will read more and maybe I'll review the books online.